Whatiimeanttosay....

Hey love,

I took my morning drive to work today,
I enjoy my drive to work in the morning most
Of the time…
I day dreamed as the sun shined through the trees and played tricks with my eyes, from the glare,
As the sun peeked through…
It went on
for miles and miles…
as I drove down this nostalgic back road
I thought of you lying there in the bed next to me,
sleeping so quietly and peaceful, (yes, I remember it like it was yesterday.)
feather blanket and pillows keeping you warm and safe….
sun shining off your beautiful hair.
So, as I lay there watching you with excitement and joy
wondering what did I do to deserve you?
I suddenly come to a stop sign in the road
As I hit the blinker and turn my head to the right
in my mind the light turns to dark….
I am left standing alone in the abyss…
not only in my mind…
but in my heart the harsh reality of it all is that I got what I deserved….
regretting life without you.